yestersday was depressing, but today was worse. my friend and my supposedly boyfriend, were talking, and when i came up, he tstares at me with a strange look, and i wanted to just punch him in the face at that time. I looked at taylor, my friends, and she jsut shrugged. i feel so torn. i want to be happy, but i know that they used to like each other before he asked me out. what is wrong with me??? i want taylor to be happy to, and since i have been going out with him, he has been totally suicidal. he used to be the sweetest, awesomest guy ever, but i onyl feel depressedf and i dontknow what to do. aaaaauuughghhghgh!!!!!!!!
i want to just burst into flames and die in a pit. 
o surrender. i want to bash my head down to the ground. i love him, and he loves me too, but also another, my best friend. i want to punch her, and him. i want to cry until i drown myself in my tears.
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hi,
Move on there's a guy for you ask Jesus! I 'll pray for you.
kkingdstyle
I wouldn't worry about it to much. You are still young, there will be many more guys. Just keep your friendship in check
thanx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to hear that.....other than myself talking to myself. haha.
i know. i want to feel happy for her, but i dont know...i feel insecure also.